The Winesburg connection-
You see, the interesting thing about
loneliness and alienation is that we as humans can truly understand the feeling
that the characters feel inside the book. In "Paper pills" for
instance, we can truly understand the hope that the beautiful wife gave him, he
was able to open an entire world filled with his thoughts, his emotions, and
his problems. I believe we can compare this to people in our lives who give us
the strength and power to open up. The main character in Paper pills is known
as Doctor Reefy, he is a doctor who helps people that are dying... in the mean
time he writes his thoughts that are "little pyramids of truth" on
scraps of paper, I feel like these little pieces of paper are our problems, the
struggles that we have to tell with every day. These little scraps of paper
represent the hardship and the pain and the suffering that each individual
human has to deal with while taking care of those who are dying, ourselves. The
beautiful woman, the magnificent, the wonderful woman represents the person
that is willing to let you open all those scraps of paper, all the hardship and
pain and suffering. And when Doctor Reefy lost that person, he became more
desolate than anyone could have imagined.... because now he has to live with
those scraps of paper, he has to live with the unbearable truth, the truth that
he lives with everyday... the truth that we live with everyday. The fact that
human nature is inherently awful, that we are selfish and loathing and jealous,
that we are all dying the moment. Once we have lost that person we feel just as
Reefy did... alone. His inability to communicate with anyone else is
conveyed not only by the paper pills but also by Anderson's description of him
sitting all day by a cobweb-covered window in his empty office. Anderson says,
suggestively, "He never opened the window. Once on a hot day in August he
tried but found it stuck fast and after that he forgot all about it." We will
notice throughout Winesburg that many characters seem imprisoned in
their rooms.
I think that by our current society and its expectations... we will all be imprisoned in our rooms, we focus on jobs and money and impressing people... we praise people who do things that we consider rebellious and wrong, yet we forget to chase the most important thing, happiness. You see, the sad thing about Reefy is that he had love for a little, he got the chance to feel that open world, that sadness and pain being lifted off of him. Yet, he knows that he will never taste it again, because death is inevitable, and after losing someone like that,
so is loneliness.
I can't wait for you to read the story "Loneliness"--a lot of what you said really rings true in that story. It's one of my favorites.
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